I learned through hardship, pain & millions of salty tears that it all happened and most likely will happen again and again and maybe again, to place me onto the path of beautiful discoveries, wondrous experiences, romantical relations, compassion plus smiles. I have saved away my war paint, in my top drawer, just in case, so that I may be fully present in my now, living my truth, knowing my past rage has retired and my new now resides in inner peace.
I will say, that in loving my now and residing in my peace I had to learn to accept and acknowledge the painfully sad experiences that shaped me and to do this I had to travel deep to the graveyard of my memories, I had to dig those wounds up, really feel them, then understand the why’s so that I can forgive, then be able to purge them out leaving clean empty spaces readily available for positive blooms. I have looked at the residue of those dark moments as fertilizer for the growth of a bountiful garden of flowers to bloom Grace and the Promise of light. I did that!!!
When I say that hardship, pain & millions of salty tears will probably, most likely, like aaahhh yes, will happen again, believe me. This is very true for me because, I am a hopelessly romantic, a passionate being, a lover of “Love” type of woman and I call it BRAVERY.
BRAVERY, When you purposely put yourself out there knowing you can and probably will be ignored, ridiculed and/or devastated by a crushing blow to the heart but, because of that inner, passionate, unapologetic-ally courageous, magically orgasmic, cosmic being of a powerful woman of the Universe whose only flaw, strength, and weakness is to believe in all things LOVE – we run towards it – We shrug our shoulders and whisper to self “fuck it” I’m going to try anyway. ( ;-D ) …….. I also believe that in that bravery we can discover an enchanting emotional utopia.
BEAUTY, “Isn’t about having a Pretty Face. it’s about having a Pretty Mind – a Pretty Heart – A Beautiful Soul’ – {unknown author}
– Smiles and the Courage to be Kind – the Courage to be Honest – (MdM)
Never give up Mi Gente because every battle you face, on your own strengths, is exactly how you – Battle Beautifully.
Magically Orgasmic 